Love liFe!

There are many things I have felt in the past month. I've felt freedom once again, I have seen that college is about experience. I want to go out and not be worried of what my boyfriend is going to think or say. I want to make out with random guys I meet at parties and just have fun with my friends and laugh about what happened last night. I have thought so much about what my next move is going to be? should i go study abroad? should I graduate in the Fall? I want to go to Spain and see the world! I want to taste new flavors.

I never have thought before or noticed how much a relationship takes so much of your time. After I broke up with Carlos I found out that school was actually fun, I was doing better then I have done before and I had more time to do the things I wanted to do instead of thinking what is my next move with Carlos and giving him my attention. I think it is so funny how better I am off with out him. Lali was right, even though he has been apart of my life for so long, it was time to let him go. Maybe I'll talk to him again in the future, but right now I see no point, it's not necessary to even think about it. I also realized that I was the only one putting effort into the relationship and he was just enjoying the ride. I deserve someone who is going to put in the effort to make me happy and put the same effort that I will put in myself. One day I will meet that person, one day.

There three main things I want to do before I graduate. I want to intern for the CCLC which would be the best thing ever in the world. The second thing is to study abroad for a year or a semester, I don't know yet, but I know I want to do something out of the ordinary. Also I want to do that internship at D.C. for the summer which I really wanted to do, but my GPA wasn't that great.

I don't know what the future holds for me, but I know that something is out there. I know that with what ever I do I will succeed to the fullest extent! Love life!